That boy is a P-I-G, PIG!

"Man, it's so cold; I think I might cut my wrists and black my eyes."

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 23:44:54 GMT

~Sooo...The Fall Out Boy concert on Thursday was interesting. I think the problem lied within the fact that it was sponsored by MTV. A lot of youngns(and their weird parents). And it seemed as tho they were all circling our little crazy crew. Anyways, I really liked All American Rejects and Hawthorne Heights, and it was really good to see my school friends. But yea, it was interesting...

~Jess, Mike, and I went to Freeport on Friday, and I bought so much stuff! I ended up getting another credit card too. I got Eli a really cute little summer outfit! I can't wait to see him in it! I also managed to find a really cute dressy outfit for myself for $16.

~I am pretty bored right now(hence the update)...There is nothing good on TV, Mike is busy so I can't call him, and everyone else is back at school. Not only that, but I have no motivation to finish the bare minimum of hw I'm doing. This is ridiculous...

I guess I'll finish up my hw now...later

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 04:17:11 GMT

~I couldn't think of a title; I suck!

~Big congrats to the BYT chillen; I'm really proud of you guys! But yes, the drama trip was fun, but I am exhausted...Very tired. But I'm also very excited cuz I'm goin on down to Lewiston and hanging with my best peeps for 2 days!

~Let's see; I worked today and went to lunch with my dad and angel, and their sandwich meat wasn't cooked...Gross! I've been workin on hw this evening...GROSS!!! Calculus is kicking my ass as usual. And I guess that's it.

~Okay, this was just a quick update, so I am headin to bed. Later

Love is like candy on a shelf, you want a taste, so help yourself...

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 15:43:24 GMT

<3 Tom Jones

~I just made a DISASTEROUS scone. It was terrible, but I ate it anyways. I hate wasting stuff.

~So I've been "working" this week for the pulp and paper foundation, which is where I get a majority of my money for school. Anyways, I have decided that the people I am working for are OFFICIALLY morons. Whatever, it's pretty good money considering what I'm doing and the hours flexibility.

~Mike is still here! I <3 having him around on break. We're going on a date tonight, and if you lived with us you'd know that that was a big deal cuz we never go out together. True story.

~Eagle nominations are coming up...I'm nervous; I don't like applying to crap and then getting turned down. Especially something really selective like that.

~So, I'm contemplating double majoring in chemical and biological engineering and doing it in 5 years. The reason is is that I'm interested in biorefineries in paper mills, and I would like to become a consultant within that area(and make TONS of money). It's really cool, and I'd like to look into it a bit more. And if I go that extra year, I might be able to pull off that minor in business that I really want. I wouldn't mind staying even longer tho and getting my MBA. I dunno; it's all up in the air at this point.

~I really am excited for the drama trip this weekend. I really wanna talk with Elysa, and maybe this will give me an opportunity to finally work things out with ST(and it seems weird that I want to, but I do) b/c at this rate I will have no one to talk to at hs reunions.

~Wow, that was a lot longer than I anticipated it to be. Have a good day everyone!

I'm domesticated!!

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 05:38:44 GMT

~The Oscars were awesome tonight! Reese won for Walk the Line, which is amazing, and her dress was TO DIE FOR! I want it.

~What else? Oh, I'm on break! woot! And Mike is still up here this week, so I get to see him which is good cuz if I didn't I'd probably curl up and die. How I'm going to make it thru the summer while I'm in Chicago is besides me. I cry just thinking about it, and that is no lie....

~I bought a new cross this week and I really like it. So yes, I spent $100 on something I really didn't need when I have no money really. And I also have bought fabric for a quilt that I'm making Mike, so yes, I am bankrupt officially. I guess that was my main point...???

~I have to schedule in hw at some point this week, but I think I'm going to work a little bit and I'm "chaperoning" the drama trip later this week-that should be fun! At the very least I can catch up on a little English hw during the downtime.

~I'm heading to bed now, but if you wanna do something this week, let me know!

I always have to steal my kisses from you

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 16:24:05 GMT

~Blah; so this week has been crap. Lots of work, especially in calculus. I don't know why my teachers like to sodemize me. It's not fun for anyone.

~Went out to dinner and such last night for Lauren's bday; it was sooo much fun! We got wicked dressed up, and had a blast minus the car ride home when we were all dying of overeating.

~This is my conclusion: my so-called high school friends in fact do not care about me any more. And I'm learning how to deal with that. Hasn't been easy or fun, but it's starting to not hurt as bad.

~Mike might be doing an internship in Boston this summer, which means that he will def. not be able to come out and see me in Chicago for my bday/6th month anniversary. I'm really sad about it, but he needs to do what is best for him even if that means I am sad for a couple days in July...

~I heart Rent...Jess and I watched it yesterday, and it was so much better than doing hw.

~I want money, right now...I hate being low on funds! But I sadly do not have time to work.

~I guess I'm going to go do something more productive; later

Sarah

Take on me

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 16:19:59 GMT

~Went to Mass. this past weekend for the America East Championships; had a wicked good time. I sucked as far as competing, but I enjoyed myself none the less.

~I had to go to a academic recognition thing Sunday; it took a lot out of me...Very boring, and unmotivated me to do my work...

~This week is going to be so easy as far as work and practices; no lifting, no tests, just a damn good time. Then on Friday it will be a week until s.b.!

~I'm supposed to talk to a girl about track and doing engineering...I don't really know what to say. It's hard, but do-able? I need to figure out what I need to do with her.

~Oh, and yes, I am officially going to Chicago this summer! I'm very excited, and I can't wait for the experience. Not only that, but I just don't want to be here; Brewer SUCKS!

Later

MIT does track??

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 20:54:45 GMT

~I retract my statement in my last update about track being over, cuz it's not....On Tuesday I found out that I had to go to a meet in Boston yesterday...It was fun, but the meet was HUGE. People from everywhere and schools I'd never heard of were all there...It was ridiculous!!! I competed against a transexual and a girl who had gold bottom teeth. Talk about madness(and yes, both were very good). I had a good time tho; it was nice to bond with my teammates a little bit more. And I'm exhausted because we didn't get back until 3 this morning, and I woke up early to go to Bangor and run errands...

~I should be writing for english right now...do do do...

~It took me like 2 hours to burn some cds today; I wasn't impressed...God damn itunes...

~Mike gave me my valentine's day present today; it's a really pretty necklace that's silver and gold with a little diamond on it. I heart it....

~I use ellipses a lot; that's how they're spelled right??

~I'm outta here. I suppose I should get dressed at some point.

Later

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 14:30:50 GMT

Good luck at Eastern's hun!!!

Everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same...

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 15:00:20 GMT

I know you all have been wondering what the hell has been going on with me, so here it is, my life in a nutshell:

~Mike and I are splendid...I <3 a lot...

~Classes are going really good so far; I'm far too busy, and never have any breaks. Other than that, things are going pretty well. I have 11 scheduled hours of calculus a week--NOT including hw...Wow...Yea, it sucks a little bit. I'm getting tutored for calc now, so that's good...Well, good in the sense that I should do a lot better this semester. Keane, as in Mike Keane, is now in my major, which is pretty fun. Birkel now lives next door to Mike. I'm not sure how I feel about that quite yet, but I think Mike likes to get a rise out of me, so he mentions it a lot.

~Track, like indoor track, is basically over for me. Which is sad cuz I feel like I haven't hit my peak. I have so much more in me, and it sucks that I never have time to practice, and I just can't pop it out at meets. Lifting for track has been going really good lately. I feel really strong. I just wish I was faster or had more endurance. I think I've lost a little weight or gotten leaner since getting back to school since I never have time to eat.

~My parents babysat last weekend, and it was awesome cuz I got to play with a baby too! Eli=BEAUTIFUL...Most precious kid of my life.

~Less than a month to spring break!!! thank God!!!

~I kinda feel like an outsider...Not with my friends here, but with everyone from home...I can't help the fact that I never have time to talk online or call or go visit or anything...This is just how my life is now, but I wish it didn't hurt so much to know that I'm out of the loop entirely. Maybe Chicago would be a good thing this summer; don't want to get used to anything that won't last....

~Speaking of Chicago, we won't find out if we're going until APRIL! Fuck! If I wanna do summer classes here, I'm pretty sure I'll need to register before then....*sigh*...Kind of a pain, but I know that if we get to go there it will be sooooo worth it.

~And the most fun of all, I am broke...Yes, I have run out of money...I can't wait until I get my tax return and my money that is left over from paying my semester bill. Cuz until then, I got nothing...

I guess that is it; I am going to go do some hw or something...Talk to y'all later.

Sarah

TGIF, motherfuckers!!!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 14:20:58 GMT

~ahhh!! It's Friday, and there is hockey this weekend!!! I'm content as hell...Even tho I have some homework to do, I'm pretty excited to be back for my first real weekend back with everyone!! Mexican and hockey tonight at my house! woot! I think Jess and I are going to break out the cocktails before everyone else gets there...We're soo bad ass...

~A Chicago update: Apparently there are 2 forms I have to fill out--not one! Jess and I are pissed...But I still have 10 days to get it done...Sunday will be application crunch time I guess...

~I'm stoked about physics this semester. My professor is the MAN! And we started going over velocity and displacement the other day, and it was RIDICULOUSLY easy to me...Not that it was hard last year, but it's ultra easy now...

~I'm going to in fact go start my physics hw...Love ya all!

Sarah

Which is bigger, 2/3 or 3/4???

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 17:42:36 GMT

~Ahhhh...so I'm officially back at school. It's awesome, I love it. Let's see what has gone on thus far this weekend:
*Had my meet in RI...It was fun. I'm not exactly pleased with my performances, but whatev. I think I might go out with the girls tonight...We'll see how big of a fit Jess throws...
*Bad sports night last night; Pats and Maine lost...That sucks!
*Started filling out my internship application for Chicago! I'm excited; I guess the woman really wants me to do it(according to Dr. Donahue), so I hope I get it!
*Mike and I went to my house for dinner last night; it was good.
*Shit...I just finished off all my trail mix...I need to get groceries cuz I have no food, and I'm tired of living off junk...
~I'm gonna hit the shower cuz Mike will be back before I know it, and he'll be fake pissed that I did nothing while he went off with his friends...
Later!

...full of pizza...

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 01:37:07 GMT

~Ahh! First away meet Friday(kinda tomorrow cuz that's when we're leaving)! I'm so excited, and so nervous!!!! Wow, my first big meet; I think I'm gonna be sick! Seriously! And I can't find all my stuff, i.e. my track sweats...Hmmm...I hope that they're in my room(at school) or in my equipment bag...

~So I'm practically all moved in. Just a few more things, and I will be all settled in! yay!! I can't wait to start the semester!! I'll be so happy to be back at my home, or what I've made my home.

~I need to cut back on coffee; I've seriously had Dunkin Donuts every day of vacation--not good...Jess and I are going to gym it up and South Beach it when we get back to school. I hope it works!

~I'm pretty happy right now; I love Mike. It's officially the best thing ever.

...Finishing packing...Goodbye~

Sarah

"I could've raped a cheeseburger."--Kelly LeBrock on Celebrity Fit Club

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 02:46:33 GMT

~Sooo....Haven't updated in awhile...No one has really...Let's see what's goin on:

*Went to Lewiston on Wednesday and had some fun there...
*Worked a bunch...blah, blah, blah...
*Hung out with everyone last night and went down my hill a few times
*Went to central Maine to see my Jess today! We saw Pride and Prejudice(AMAZING!), had food from Panera, went shopping, and got Starbucks...I wish I could live near her; it'd be sooo near everyone else...Of course that would be too ideal...
*Started packing up stuff to take back to school; Mike and I are taking some stuff up tomorrow afternoon--oh yea, Mike's coming up tomorrow!!! yay!!!
*Alumni panel-ed it up on Friday; that was God Damn ridiculous....
*Gone to bed really early a couple of nights...Yet, I'm still exhausted...
*I'm almost done season 2 of Gilmore Girls...oh yea!!

~Well, that was thoroughly detailed yet short; I'm gonna call it a night...Later everyone

Sarah

Cheeseburger, cheeseburger, cheeseburger, CHEEP!

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 00:33:59 GMT

~Um, so Xmas kinda sucked...a lot...My least favorite holiday ever...

~I'm not really enjoying break at all. It's nice not going to class and just watching Gilmore Girls, but I miss my friends from school...

~I got $10 jeans from Gap today...Everybody get jealous...

~So it looks like I'll be here for New Year's Eve...Plans anybody??

~I'm just depressing myself more and more by writing in here...I'm out; catch you guys later

Sarah

EXHAUSTED!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 00:43:38 GMT

~So, first semester is DONE! Thank God!!! Wednesday sucked as far as tests. After that though I had a good friggin evening.
*Went to practice, then DD with Kelly!
*Had dinner with Jess
*Visited Lauren with Jess
*Hung out and went to bed
~Thursday I had to pack and leave...Which means I had to say bye to everyone...Which was pretty hard to do. But we've all made plans to hang out over break, so I'm pretty happy about that.

~And the last couple of days I have been working...and I'm fucking tired as a result. Tomorrow is Christmas, and I could care less...I'm just not in the mood. Mike sent me flowers this morning; that makes me pretty happy.

~I'm going to go back to bed before staying up and wrapping presents and watching The Christmas Story...I love Ralphie, to the maximum....
Merry Christmas everyone!

Sarah

Bueller? Bueller?? Bueller??

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 15:32:31 GMT

~Finals....argh...studying....what a pain in my ass! Um, other than that slight inconvienence that takes up all of my time and energy, things are good. Last night was the finals dinner at my house, and it was really fun, and then the ladies came back here(the boys went to go see King Kong) and we played I love the 80s the game! and watched some disney movies. A rockin good night to say the least...I'll miss them tons on break :~(

~I'm pissed that I have so much to do and NO motivation to do any of it...I mean obviously I will, but seriously, I don't want to study all day, but I know that's what I'm going to end up doing. In the word's of the hick, fuck a duck.

~AH! I forget to talk about Winterfest!!! So all of the dining commons on campus had "winterfest" the other night; it was fucking RIDICULOUS! Seriously, they went ALL out. I didn't think Hiltop has ever tried so hard in it's whole existence. Ice sculptures, employees in bow ties, a meat carver, sparkling white grape juice in plastic champagne glasses, mini quiches as hors d'ouevres....Fucking insane in the membrane.

~Well, I'm off to study; talk to you guys later

Sarah

...Oh there's no place like home for the holidays...NOT!

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:33:57 GMT

~So I don't wanna go home for Xmas break...at all. I have no desire to leave here. The only thing is that I wanna have a break from classes for that long. But the thing is is that I will have to work and go to practice so I'm not going to have a lot of free time anyways...I just don't wanna leave right now...

~Um, so it was zero degrees yesterday and I had to walk around outside a ton. It was bad. I wore underarmour pants under my jeans ALL DAY LONG.

Well, Mike is on his way here, so I'm out...talk to you guys later

Sarah

At the paranoid social club, we all fit in...

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 13:58:13 GMT

~Um, well, the meet was really fun on Saturday and I didn't do too bad. I managed to have a warm-up throw of 34' in shot(but I only got 32' in competition). Then I came back here afterwards, and Jess and I went to Pizza Dome to watch the game...with OLD PEOPLE! It was crazy; senior citizens were all over the place. Then we finished the game and watched Clueless, but the boys interrupted us with their semi-drunk foolishness. And then I went to bed and watched Eurotrip...

~Sunday was the Hodgins family Xmas party...oh my God...My family is so ridiculous. You wouldn't believe me if I told you everything that happened...

~Well now that I'm thoroughly running late for my day, I'm gonna go; talk to y'all later!

Sarah

What's that stuff called...Oh, right, cauliflower...

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 16:21:08 GMT

~So it's been a busy past couple of days. Busy just gettin ready for the meet today. And I've been thinkin about finals too...So much to do! ahh!

~Today is my first meet! Scary!!! I'm pretty nervous, but the nice thing is is that I don't feel like I have the expectation to win or do anything really. So that's kinda nice.

~I might kill Bridget and her brother though. They were so loud and obnoxious. I didn't even sleep in my bed last night! Or the night before the night before...I guess I will learn my lesson about sleeping before track meets and how much I need to lay down the law about them.

~92 on my last chem test; woot woot! I'm pretty happy about that.

heading out; talk to you all later!!!

Sarah

Hold me close, don't ever let me go...

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 02:48:51 GMT

~I am so tired...But it's worth it....:~)
Being this happy is so weird, but awesome...

~Today Jess and I went to my house and we made some of our Xmas presents and hung out and watched TV and just relaxed...It was fun, but I missed being here.

~I have a meet in less than a week...AHH! Madness! And finals in less than 3 weeks now...I gotta get my ass in gear!

~I saw Rent again last night with Jess, Molly, and Karina; it was soo much fun and we just hung out at Starbucks for an hour or so afterwards...It was a nice change to not hang out with the guys and have intelligent girl conversation...

I'm heading to bed cuz that's what you do at quarter of 10 on a Saturday night; have a good Sunday everyone!

Sarah

ahhh......

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 22:58:34 GMT

~I don't know where to start...This week has been a complete 360 compared to anything I expected...But good, in fact, really good...This is a good change I'm thinking...

~I did my first actual day of weight throw today! It's soo much fun! I'm not even that good, but it's fun.

~I think I'm going to see Trevor Sentor on Friday...Random, but fun...

~What is the deal with all this rain, huh? Seriously, make it stop! It's killing me!

~Back to work for me; talk to y'all later!

Sarah

I'm home!!!!

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 20:52:19 GMT

~Everything is over with, and now I am back at school...Over all, break was really good. Our ceremony was AMAZING; we're all so lucky to have such great family and friends, and to have each other!!! I miss you girls already!!!

~So, yes, the ceremony...It was fun once everyone was there and we just got things started. A lot of people showed up, and all of them strictly non-Abnaki council, which is fine by me. I'm pissed that I got 0 of the food there because Nancy started sending plates of it away with people before I even made it to the food tables. I saw Sean Pulley and AReed!!! I was pretty stoked about that, especially A Reed cuz I love him--yes Anthony, I love you, to the max! And Elysa and her Anthony were there too, and Nichole, and Mikayla and Jess...My friends kick ass; what more can I say? I love you all!

~I'm gonna get dressed now I guess and do some of the hw that I have been putting off all break...Thanks again for an amazing Thanksgiving break you guys! I love you and miss you; Christmas is only 3 weeks away and I can't wait!!!!

Have a good week everyone~
Sarah

IN HELL!!!!

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:01:49 GMT

~So this is my de-stress time; I'm on my way to shower before the ceremony...I just want this all to be over with...like NOW.

~I miss school, a lot...I wish I lived closer to everyone. Whatever, I'll see them tomorrow!!!!

~Wow, so I like how the "popular" kids from hs haven't changed AT ALL...It kinda surprised me, but then again not really.

~Okay, I'm going to take a deep breath and just get this thing started...later

Sarah

Retards don't go to college!

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:05:46 GMT

~So the past few days haven't been anything short of AWESOME!!! I'm so happy to see everyone!! Monday, Kayla and Krystal came over for lots of eating and an impromptu sleepover...
Tuesday, we all got up early and then Ash and I went to ol' BHS and got me A HAIRCUT(it's shorter by a bit...:~/), then shopping and food, then went up to Orono with Khalan cuz I forgot shit, picked up Kayla, went to my house and bugged my parents, then the fellow girl scouts showed up and we planned our ceremony, then we all went to see Rent where I cried like a little girl, then Dennys(which is always a blast), then bed....

Thanksgiving:
Nate Bond had Thanksgiving with me...wtf....
It wasn't too bad, but I like it when we don't have family over; less formal....
My 3 hour nap was AMAZING

Now I'm watching USA and getting ready to conquer some hw...
Hope everyone is having a nice break/awesome Thanksgiving!!

Sarah

I'd fuck a turtle if that's what they looked like

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 13:58:02 GMT

~Jess, Lauren, and I finally took over the boy's room last night...It is now 'the ladies lounge'...We also watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, the movie. It's gonna be weird to not hang out with them for 5 days...We're having a last lunch at 12...Wow, I'm pathetic...:~/

~Um, so 24 hours until I get to see everyone!??! Fucking right!!!!!

~OH! I saw Nichole last night!!!! I'm kinda stoked to go to her bday party on Friday cuz 1) it'll be a bhs reunion and 2)drama laguna beach style, maybe.

~I need to start going to macro; that's all there is to it....

~I'm gonna head to lifting...In my car...It's fucking pouring out there, and I am way too much of a pansy
See you all SOON!

Sarah